Life in winter

So let's see it's been 6 months since my last post. I think I could call that time the dark time. Christmas was with our whole family including Alyssa. Summer married Levi. I have been struggling financially. Levi has been very gracious and has basically loaned me money over this time. I seem to be getting a job at pro cnc and I believe will start the working stage of my life, aka a career! God truly   provided this through my mother and father. I only hope to understand what God wants me to learn or do. I have been without work for so long there must be some thing he has or tried to teach me.